I think thats the hardest thing about life though, being stuck in a rut. I mean I agree I dont like change either but feeling like you're stuck in a rut isn't easy. So I mean I get out there I meet people and stuff like that, and its not that I dont like them, its just that maybe I dont fit in? I dont know if that really makes sense to you. Not to go back and bring up the past but I haven't found my other half you know? That person that seems to just make everything make sense. As much as I love Ashley you were right I knew that it wouldnt' work out. I know that ive only been single for like 5 months. But man it's rough specially when you might someone cause you dont want to get your hopes up. Then you find out that you were right you shouldn't have cause it ends up not working out.
Work is the same everyday. Life is the same everyday. Have to start looking at places coming up cause i know that Joe wants to live by himself this coming year. And you know me i'm not so good at being alone. I mean I dont know man, its not even about Manila anymore, its just about being happy with who i am, where i am. I dont know if you understand that but I have a sneaking suspicision you might. I just, i just want to be content for once. Feel like I have direction
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